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作者  maobi (人人有書讀)                                  看板  studyteacher
 標題  Re: [心得] "黑"的定義(純心得文)
 時間  Wed Jul 18 12:23:47 2007
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以下的感想,可能對於有些板友來說很刺眼,那就建議別看下去了
                                                                                
以免破壞教甄考試的好心情,這種罪狀我可擔當不起
                                                                               
如果想噓的話,請便吧!這是我的心得,不可能跟所有人價值觀吻合
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
所謂當局者迷、旁觀者清
                                                                               
尤其是同時扮演過"當局者"與"旁觀者"的角色,更能深深體會這種當局者"迷"在哪裡?
                                                                               
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雖然,我已經不考教甄了,95年暑假南北來回奔波的折磨,我已經受夠了
                                                                               
頂多接個大家都不太想接的鐘點代課。圖個基本溫飽就可

但偶爾我還是會來板上看看一些訊息
                                                                               
這幾天,各校、各縣市陸續放榜
                                                                               
有人很高興的分享:這一定是公平的,絕對沒有黑箱
                                                                               
有人很激動的指責:這一定是不公平,絕對有人黑箱
                                                                               
很自然的讓我想到電視新聞上常看到的畫面:A.B兩政治人物互告
                                                                               
A政治人物:司法是公正的,還我清白
                                                                               
B政治人物:司法不公,絕對上訴到底
                                                                               
想想,這種事情每天打開電視都可以看得到,
                                                                               
同樣地,每年教甄放榜後亦然
                                                                                
教甄公平嗎?我想在某些程度上還是有討論的空間
                                                                               
筆試是公平的,這我不諱言,畢竟選擇題一翻兩瞪眼
                                                                               
不像申論題主觀成分太大。
                                                                               
但在試教上面,主觀層面可就大了
                                                                               
有人說,試教可以篩選掉只會考試但不會教學的老師
                                                                               
表面上是沒錯,但更嚴格的說
                                                                               
試教應該可以篩選掉比較不會演戲的老師,
                                                                               
有些人的個性上可以在講台上活蹦亂跳,如同兒童節目主持人般。
                                                                               
但對於有些人的個性上來說,明明沉穩內斂,如果硬要裝作活潑陽光,只會適得其反
                                                                               
可是,就目前我所看到的來說
                                                                               
好像越陽光、越活潑、越有美麗教具的會比較吃香
                                  
至於拿書商做的教具上台充場面,那請你自求多福
                                                                               
沒辦法,校長跟主任也是人,不是神,當然就特別喜歡看這種,乃人之常情
                                                                               
                                                                               
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94年我去實習,遇到學校辦理代理教師甄選
                                                                               
看過試教後才知道,辦一場試教甄選,
                                                                               
還不如說是一場教具製作觀摩大展或是演員訓練班結訓大典
                                                                               
有強大的美工後勤補給支援,還有好聽的自我介紹與教育理念
                                                                               
這才是決勝的重點
                                                                               
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我95~96年在代2688自然科任課,有一次,六年級同學問我
     
"為什麼以前我們實習老師試教,都有漂亮的加分板,還有用投影機"
                                                                               
"那你怎麼都不用?"
                                                                               
我回:
                                                                               
"這種東西我有啊,不過等考試時才會用"
                                                                               
"同學,你待在學校六年,你有看過你哪一個老師用過漂亮增強板?哪個老師上課還

會帶動唱?"
                                                                               
"還不都是在黑板旁邊畫個格子,用圓磁鐵來爬格子,要不然就用書商送的"
                                                                               
"那些東西只有校長、主任在暑假時才看得到,想看的話,暑假來學校就看得到了"
                                                                               
                                                                               
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我過去考老師,我也很坦白的說,

其實有很大的誘因是因為薪水穩定且優渥、又有寒暑假
                                                                               
至於大家所說的教育愛,和學生一起學習成長,
                                                                               
捫心自問想想,這應該不是大多數人的肺腑之言
                                                                               
去年學校(北縣都會區百班規模)招2688缺,三招都招不到人,
                                                                               
最後我去考,教務主任還嚇了一跳
                                                                               
這種缺竟然會有合格教師資格的人來報名
                                                                               
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我師院研究所老師說的很好,如果真的有教育愛,2688就不會三招都招不到人
                                                                               
2688跟代理教師都是老師,都可以實現偉大的教育愛,都可以跟學生一起成長
                                                                               
只不過後者因薪水優渥,大家搶破頭
                                                                               
前者以節計薪,有上課有錢拿,沒上課就吃自己,當然乏人問津
       
就像我現在考國考,也是圖個穩定無後顧之憂的工作。
                                                                               
行政學理論裡面說,公務人員應該發揮其專業責任,為百姓民眾謀福利
                                                                               
我考國考的目的,真的是想為國家、為百姓謀福利才去考公職嗎?
                                                                               
用膝蓋想也知道
                                                                               
我如果這樣說,我在國考板可能會被噓到爆吧

我們都在自己相信的世界裡,活著。

                                                     
                                    

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